对不起, 我只爱自己

还是早日了断 这种酝酿中的关系

让它云淡风轻

别怪我无情 别每天传简讯 别对我太贴心

你的关心 我实在受不起

我只有一句”对不起, 我只爱自己”

自私得可以 我怎么也不想取悦你

对你的行踪和喜好 没多大兴趣

不是耍你 也没故弄玄虚

只是我太爱自己

别再玩下去

我玩不起 我没力气 我不想伤害你

点到为止吧 大家别伤和气

你精心的设计 我全都心领

希望你也多爱自己

~~~

献给C君,虽然他毫不知情

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你是我心中那一现的昙花

你是我心中那一现的昙花

美丽无比 举世闻名

世人称羡的瑰丽

小心翼翼 捧在手里

多怕你飞出去

我的情绪在你手里

刮风下雨 我都依你

太多的叛逆 风云崛起

我后悔莫及

现在只能谢谢你

让我有彩色回忆

全刻心里

不会忘记 很难忘记

在你之后 碰不到奇迹

爱情几乎绝迹

你是我心中那一现的昙花

花开时美丽 凋谢后

我才发现 一切已过去

你真的离我而去

~~~

昙花,昙花属,是仙人掌科植物,原产于南非、墨西哥等地区,是属于热带沙漠里的旱生性植物。茎扁柱形,是和茎三角柱形量天尺区别的关键特征。花大型,盛开时如碗口大,生于叶状枝的边缘,花重瓣、纯白色,花瓣披针形,晚间开放,至次日早凋谢。开花时长4,5个小时,因此用昙花一现来形容时间很短、稍纵即逝的机遇。

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献给你, 有点不真实的你

etc

Been reading “Never hit a Jellyfish with a Spade” by Guy Browning. Not advisable to read it on public transport lest you want amused stares at your cackling out loud.

It’s a compilation of How-to articles in the Weekend Guardian.  

My faves from that book:

“Imagine you were just minding your own business when a small primate landed on your back and demanded to go somewhere. That’s how a horse feels when you decide to ride on it.”

— How to… ride a horse

 

 “Women have a much deeper and more intense relationship with ice cream than they do with men. That’s because with ice cream you get a lot more variety and a greater sense of physical satisfaction.”

— How to… eat ice cream

 

“One of the quickest ways of appearing deep is to say ‘Or is it?’ after somebody else has said something. Or is it?

 

You can get a similar effect simply by transposing the key elements in any sentence. For example, when someone says, ‘Women are the power in the home,’ you could immediately reply with, ‘Yes, but home is the power in the woman’. Just make sure there isn’t anyone even deeper in range who then might chip in with, ‘I think you’ll find that power is the home of women’.

 

Another excellent way of showing how complex and brainy you are is by answering any question with the phrase, ‘It depends what you mean by that’. Don’t use this phrase too much, otherwise someone might just turn round and say, ‘What do you mean by meaning?’ You’ll then be at such a depth that your head might implode with the pressure.”

— How to… be deep

 

 Kept me suitably entertained on otherwise-boring train rides. Had to implode silently though, my poor face screwing up like a prune.

 

Here’s a list of things I want and need to do, now that i’ve submitted my pesky assignment …

 

  1. write 2 months overdue internship report
  2. watch infinity months overdue DVDs
  3. read library books
  4. jog a little? I was sprinting home to watch 争分夺秒 yesterday, and for the first time in my life, I sensed the presence of my butt!!! Thanks to the lack of exercise, I now have a butt! One step closer to being a professional couch potato.
  5. interview people for my research paper on meditation
  6. meditate
  7. visit 佛牙寺、 莲山双林寺
  8. check out travel destinations ( i have a one-month break!)
  9. watch inane cable programmes
  10. Buy 张震岳’S Latest CD (oh i just got my pay from KMS so i feel slightly richer, though it’s very much just delusion on my part)
  11. Go macritchie reservoir and labrador park to feed myself to mosquitoes explore the wondrous creations of Mother Nature
  12. Find some ways of making money. I currently have more than enough for sustenance but I’m conditioned to think ‘enough is never enough’ so i fret when i see my account balance slowly draining away. Such is samsara!

没有东西写了。

 

 

终于能用互联网了。家里的完全背弃了我。我后悔莫及,没事干嘛装什么无线网络, 真是自讨苦吃。现在在图书馆。

我肯定是世界上唯一没收入却花钱不眨眼的人了。

不知何故,最近想买的东西特别多。

有点想去 台北和曼谷。

10点的连续剧《争分夺秒》 好看到爆。 饰演卧底 阿东的谭耀文很有性格。方中信,as usual, 散发成熟男人魅力。testoterone-charged show. 每次都让我大失仪态尖叫连连。

我想打工,打一分从来没做过的工。 先想到的是动物园和蘑菇农场。

带小朋友参观动物园摸摸小猪小羊小马, 感觉不错。

蘑菇农场,纯粹因为喜欢蘑菇。喜欢吃,喜欢看。我竟然看到蘑菇农场的招聘广告。可惜周末根本就没空。 农场也远得太离谱了。

想到某个森林去走走。