- suffering from writer’s block now, hate it
- date with C postponed indefinitely,yay! i secretly wished the durian i ate would make me fall sick so i needn’t go. i feel very sorry and shitty about this, but some things cant be helped.
- havent cried for very, very long. i wish i could cry somewhat. over what, i dont know. just cry. not tear. cry.
- hence, i think i am masochistic, but not in the sexual sense. just having “pleasure in being abused or dominated : a taste for suffering” according to Webster.
- havent travelled for very long. more than one year since taipei trip. break record liao lah. how can i allow such a tragedy to befall myself! am toying with the idea of travelling to southern taiwan alone, but parents not very supportive. rar. never tried it before. will i end up being so lonely i have to talk into paper bags and phones with no one on the line?
- i bought 2005 idol drama 恶作剧之吻。 was quite attracted to it on scv and i cant tahan having to watch it episode by episode. the editing is quite bad cos there’s no closure at the end of each episode! but i LURVE the girl 袁湘琴 played by 林依晨! soooo cute! watching idol dramas like this makes me feel like im in secondary school again. cried buckets over meteor garden ONE.
- got nothing more to say.bye.