been walking around with morbid thoughts, not good
i have no patience. at all. i wonder how people put up with me.
watched many movies thanks to T.H.I.S. Buddhist Film Festival, which was a great success. Many (or all?) shows were sold out! I caught 一轮明月，Dhamma Brothers, Sankara, and Buddha Collapsed Out of Shame. also caught Tokyo Sonata with mummy at the picturehouse today.
Tokyo Sonata at its surface is all gloom （大部分时间确实令我感到很窒息）, but it’s actually a film about resilience. 活着就有希望，没有什么问题是解决不了的。故事人写实地刻画东京人所经历的悲剧，也让我们看到了，人面临所谓‘绝境’， 其实还是有选择的。 可以开煤气自杀，最后留下女儿沦为孤儿，自己逃避成功却害了最疼爱的人； 或者勇敢活下去，脚踏实地地生活。
i am a daiso whore. i need a box for all my daiso stash and uncountable notebooks. i wonder what i’m going to do with all the ribbons i bought today?