就在巴西立至文礼的地铁上,读《趁年轻去流浪》时

我忽然想起自己一个人旅行的时候

一个人爬山  那意志有多坚定 绝不半途而废

每天起来都精力充沛 对每个地方每件事都感到好奇

是一种小孩独有的好奇和精力

曾几何时,变成现在的得过且过

工作,做得很无力无奈无聊

以购物看电视吃美食 敷衍自己

上网上到腰酸背痛

怎么会?

 

是时候旅行了吧。

不去也罢,我有家人给的力量

不需要什么 下班后一起跟老爸老妈看电视 大笑

笑一些只有我们才觉得好笑的东西

已经足够

for the past half hour i felt a sense of bliss from having nothing to do.

am waiting for papa to feed me with horfun, 10pm HK drama to start, and 1130pm to ogle at jerry yan. why does he always look so hot? “yuan daying” irritated the hell out of me at his first match – i would have dragged him out of the court if i were his teammate/coach!!

am in the mood to sing KTV and watch movies.

i dont really like my bitchy self – and many times i try too hard to be clever. life just whizzes by; there isn’t even time for regrets. sometimes i feel i’ve had enough of these incessant cycles of ups and downs and am glad the Buddha taught how we can get out of this mess. do i really want to be in samsara forever? it’s just a grand, filthy, awful mess. i live in a constant state of dissatisfaction – one moment i’m laughing and the other moment i roll my eyes. do i really want to do this forever?

TSK

I AM SO IN THE MOOD TO THROW A HISSY FIT NOW!

but no, i am the master of my own deluded mind. breathe. everything will get better. 明天会更好。

twitterhoea

what, half an hour of jerry yan ONLY?! can mediacorp pls shift penguin father to 11.30 and move 篮球火 up.

love moses chan (*^__^*) 嘻嘻……

the weekend is taking forever to come…

am hungry.

i’m tired. 没话说了

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i wish i could spend tomorrow curating Flickr galleries, snacking on durian and napping. but tomorrow’s Writing Day. 加油。