reality check

i am still as impatient, bad-tempered and presumptuous – nothing much has changed.

没想象中那么百毒不侵 我是座活火山

一触即发 这是我今天的心情

就是无法容忍 没有耐心 有点失控

就会不管三七二十一的发飙

就看那个人好欺负 我其实是个小人

气的很想骂粗话

动手的画面也有浮现在脑海里

可怕吧。

需要不断努力修行啊。

刚好看到这篇: http://chan1.org/ddp/channews/03-1985.html

摘:

Daily practice is useful for two reasons: it maintains your interest and enthusiasm for the practice, and it reminds you that you are a practitioner. In being so reminded, you should feel how inappropriate it is to be vexed by life’s ups and downs. But the deeper sense of peace can only be known through intensive practice for an extended period.

是个要我精进修行的启示了。

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