doesn’t seem to be ending any time soon! In fact, it seems to be just starting for me.
Over the next two weeks, I will be attending six steamboat/dinner gatherings. I have a newfound respect for vegetarians who can maintain their composure amid the feasting, especially if they are dining with omnivores.
Now that I have a boyfriend, family elders and cousins have been asking about the wedding. I’m not in much of a hurry, as Pupsie has yet to start work and we are still unable to agree on what kind of flat to get. I want a 4-room, maximum 5-room, but he wants an Executive apartment. I am more inclined towards BTOs (the name doesn’t make any sense to me, btw) but he likes resale flats for their bigger size. Resale flats tend to be in better locations and are bigger, but I still prefer having more spare cash to save and spend. Oh well this is an oft repeated and never-ending debate. Too early to tell for now.
I feel quite paisay to be at the receiving end of angbaos at this age. Doesn’t feel very good taking cash from retirees and aunties who’ve already spent a lot on CNY food.
PM Lee’s call for more dragon babies baffles me. All the past calls for more babies have baffled me. I cannot comprehend how more babies or Singaporeans in the future would automatically lead to a better economy and less foreigners. What if they become a liability to society, which is a real possibility with some parents not prepared to raise kids? How many Singaporeans are willing to do jobs that the foreigners are doing now – build condos, wash dishes, make coffee, wait tables?
Stripping away all societal norms and family expectations, I realise I cannot think of a good reason to have kids. It could stem from my subconscious inadequacy and fear towards the Herculean task of raising them into sensible, compassionate human beings who will not piss the hell out of me. But I’ve spoken to some married people and they tell me you will know it when you know it.
Off to Pup’s house for dinner.
I am mightily proud of all my friends. They inspire me in more ways than I can imagine.
I am grateful to be able to learn from them – how they give of themselves, how they try their hardest to overcome shit in their lives, how they try their best to be kind even towards the unkind – it is not so much how they do it, but the spirit that spurs them.
Isn’t life amazing? Life brings us friends whom we can learn from. Friends to laugh and cry with us. Friends that just open up your world.
Eric, Dicky and Linda, I am inspired by you.
Am feeling sort of lousy for having stayed in bed too long and for being mean to Puppy yesterday night.
I hope he isn’t too traumatised. I don’t know what came over me. It was a temporary mood glitch, then I became normal again.
The more time we spend together, the more we’ll reveal our hidden selves. Brace yourself for mine, Puppy. 😛
Our relationship has been rosy for the past five months (how time flies!) but I’m sure kinks will start to form and dissatisfaction over all sorts of things will surface.. it’s only natural isn’t it? I’ll need Puppy to iron them out with me and I find comfort in knowing that we both believe in open communication, and that we don’t need to be similar beings in order to be in love.
Was at forty hands cafe with Niki and Ching Wi and we chatted about how we see ourselves in five years’ time. I’ve had a relatively smooth sailing time and I told them quite frankly I don’t have a plan. Things just happen to me; chances come, I take them up. The only proactive thing I do: keep myself open to all possibilities and people even when I hear bad reviews.
How would I react in times of crisis? I’ve not had much practice. People around me are too kind and unfortunate events seldom befall me. I know I should be meditating seriously as my trained, clear mind is the only thing that can help me in a crisis, but I continue to neglect it. Only a crisis would tell.
I am so productive!!
Who says freelancers cannot be productive? Huh!
I’ve washed the dishes, hung out the clothes, translated publicity text, edited a proposal and cleared email – without getting distracted!! No wonder my shoulders ache now.
My gosh I am so proud of myself.
I am soo excited about the weekend! CNY is so not over and I’m gonna spend it with some of my favourite people hohoho
Breakfast with sai sai, fang and Camy! It’s been so long!
3pm gathering at PK’s house; just found out that I’m helping with the film selection for the 2012 Buddhist Film Festival and this is a committee gathering of sorts
6pm dinner with Hanyuan, Jalyn, Cell, my sis and Renee!
8.30pm watch 红玫瑰与白玫瑰 with them
Steamboat at Niki’s house with 姐姐妹妹们
大世界 with puppy, his mom, sis and her bf!
今天天气真好 睡到自然醒 醒来读到一则令我雀跃的简讯
有人欣赏我的照片 很开心 我没有积极参加摄影比赛 也没有专业器材
听着陶喆的旧歌 没那么多ａｎｇｓｔ的歌 真好
继Downtown East Gelare 聊天后（噢我们的情路竟同样坎坷！）和亲爱的Dicky到Pasir Ris Park骑脚车，严格来说是生平第二次，又是有惊无险，捡回条小命。
有几次差点遇车祸，好想放个P-plate让全世界避开我，免得杀害无辜。我下次应该穿件印有“ROAD HAZARD – STAY CLEAR” 的荧光色T-shirt.
很久没有像今天这样畅所欲言了， Dicky好像是唯一能让我这样的人, 想说什么做什么都不必顾虑太多，喜怒哀乐都能自由放飞。谢谢你啊Dicky, 让我的心情像今天天气一样风和日丽。但愿我们每天都开开心心！