夜深,我忽然觉得很脆弱,很赤裸。

因为不知道自己到底在想什么,感觉已经不认识自己, 眼前一片混浊。

这种无力感和茫然,无时无刻在压着我。

What’s happening?

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Threshold

I wonder how long more there is till I shout “我受够了!”

And the fact that I have completely lost my ability to throw tantrums is not helping at all.

I also don’t know how to say no.

It’s a semi stormy day and I’m alone in the house, playing Cheer Chen damn loudly.

鸭子

鸭子在游泳, 悠哉闲哉。 水面下,却是另一片风景。

鸭子的掌死命地来回划, 划出了泡泡,很多泡泡。

快不行了, 它还是故作安逸的在水上游来游去。

我就是那只鸭子。

I am officially screwed.

Was typing a melancholic 散文 when I realised I havent started my readings, which amount to an astronomical number of pages.

I havent bought the books either. Hate myself for being so typical.

I really, really wish I could teleport.

Lessons start next Tuesday. I have an article to slam out. Deadline: tomorrow. Wordcount: 40? Congratulations to me.